Poetry-Lost Wishes

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Just how I was feeling.

Created by Ashley on Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Wish apon the star so bright
Shinning in the night sky
In the darkness is where I cry
But it is only inside
Because my eyes are too dry
Dehydrated from the pain
Where is the rain
I am sad, isn't the sky sad too
It is not stop and smell the roses
Because there are no roses here
It is a baren wasteland and nobody is there
So cold, I can see my breath
Wondering how I am still breathing
These eyes of mine so decieving
Did I look like I was okay
Did I say I am going to make it someway
My brain is thinking another way
And my heart is too messed up
To make its own decisions
So the star disappears
I did not make my wish I fear
And now my light is gone
The monsters in my mind
Telling me to just lie there
Don't get back up
It is just my luck
That my muscles tensed up
And my body curled into a ball
Time to kick the one that has fallen
Why did I fall at all
Just the weakling who couldn't stand on her own
The one who couldn't make it
And who let everyone down
Friends not even around
It is okay
I wouldn't want them to see me this way
If I could wish on that star
I would wish to be okay
But that is not going to happen
Not tonight, and not any other day