Poetry- The Little Figure
Information about the poem that I wrote awhile back (Alot is going on right now. I feel VERY emotionally damaged right now and I am in alot of pain).
Created by Ashley on Friday, March 06, 2009
The bloody pools surround me
How many had to die this time?
Your eyes always watching me
Am I really going to be alright?
The world around me screams chaos
And I lost interest, let me stay numb
I am not real, just a little figure
The one that is there but unnoticed
And makes little difference in your life
Pick me up when you are crying
But when I cry, just leave me there
I can't walk anyway, legs will not move
Needles pricking my skin
Wild creatures tearing me apart
Heart removed, lungs damaged
And I don't care, watch me just sit there
Do what you want to me
I can't fight right now
Maybe never again, lost my will once more
So let me be trapped here, inside my mind
Because you like watching me fall apart
Am I funny to you, the little failure you see
The one who can't listen when I am damaged
A small mind I have when I am consumed in sorrow
Let me keep hurting you, even though it isn't on purpose
I will not forgive myself any time soon
So give me that cold shoulder now
Do not speak a word
Let me suffer in this prison
I will not cry now, because I am humiliated
And embarrased, an animal trapped in a cage
And I am the loser who couldn't do anything right
I am suppose to be here
Just keep ignoring me, maybe I can fade away
Feeling tiny now, so insignificant
Go on with your life then
I thought you would never leave me
But you couldn't stay with me anymore
And maybe it is helping you
To be away form the disease that is me
And maybe I will make it somehow
But you will never know, or so it seems
Because you have your own life to live now
Hope you have fun
When you look back I will not be so strong anymore
Will not even be myself
Will not see, or hear, or even think anymore
I will jsut be sitting there,
Where you left me
On the floor
Created by Ashley on Friday, March 06, 2009
The bloody pools surround me
How many had to die this time?
Your eyes always watching me
Am I really going to be alright?
The world around me screams chaos
And I lost interest, let me stay numb
I am not real, just a little figure
The one that is there but unnoticed
And makes little difference in your life
Pick me up when you are crying
But when I cry, just leave me there
I can't walk anyway, legs will not move
Needles pricking my skin
Wild creatures tearing me apart
Heart removed, lungs damaged
And I don't care, watch me just sit there
Do what you want to me
I can't fight right now
Maybe never again, lost my will once more
So let me be trapped here, inside my mind
Because you like watching me fall apart
Am I funny to you, the little failure you see
The one who can't listen when I am damaged
A small mind I have when I am consumed in sorrow
Let me keep hurting you, even though it isn't on purpose
I will not forgive myself any time soon
So give me that cold shoulder now
Do not speak a word
Let me suffer in this prison
I will not cry now, because I am humiliated
And embarrased, an animal trapped in a cage
And I am the loser who couldn't do anything right
I am suppose to be here
Just keep ignoring me, maybe I can fade away
Feeling tiny now, so insignificant
Go on with your life then
I thought you would never leave me
But you couldn't stay with me anymore
And maybe it is helping you
To be away form the disease that is me
And maybe I will make it somehow
But you will never know, or so it seems
Because you have your own life to live now
Hope you have fun
When you look back I will not be so strong anymore
Will not even be myself
Will not see, or hear, or even think anymore
I will jsut be sitting there,
Where you left me
On the floor