Just Do It

Who can find a trace of you?
There isn't even a bit of dust from your track.
Who could find your home?
You have no home.

How can I praise you?
What can I say about you?
Foam is the only form in the sea of memory.

A great, unseen town lies just behind that curtain.
Our world is nothing compared to that.

Don't lower yourself.
Don't knock on every ( Read more... )

I've been thinking lately (which can be a dangerous past-time and should probably be discouraged more often in my case!)  BUT, anyhoo -
I've been thinking.... (I can already hear my Master saying, "Uh oh.")

So, it's been about three four weeks  (wow - is that all?!) since the Master/slave conference, and I am still reverberating from the impact of ( Read more... )

I think this week's lesson has been that time, too, is an illusion we create in order to fool ourselves into thinking we have some semblance of control.

I've been reading the book, Midnights with the Mystic which has affirmed my other recent studies and readings about the Vedic traditions and beliefs, and repeated the same messages in many of my ( Read more... )

 Two days in a row that I've been able to leave early!  Woo hoo!  Tomorrow is my last day this week and then I get 5 days off....whoop!  I think I'll miss having my 4 or 5 days off in a row, but I have to say that I've enjoyed being home after an 8 hour day, cooking dinner and spending time in the evening with the family or reading and catching up ( Read more... )

No fear is the ultimate joy. When you have the insight of no fear, you are free.
-Thich Nhat Hanh

A picture is worth more than a thousand words. It is interesting to share with others what they see in a photograph and realize that while we are looking at the same picture, we each see different things. Like the Rorschach test, the image that is ( Read more... )

I couldn’t sleep last night.

The tight lacing of the new waist cincher caused me no end to erotic thoughts and dreams as I lay next to your body, feeling encased within your bonds, at your mercy, and yearning for your forceful claiming of my body. The laces cut into my exposed skin like talons scraping me with each breath, each movement, reminding ( Read more... )

The things that draw me to this lifestyle are multitudinous.

I crave the abandonment of complete control to another - the fear and the rush of being at someone's complete mercy, the knowledge that such mercy is tinged with sadistic tortures, heightening my anticipation, eliciting complete awareness of all the senses. The scents are so magnified ( Read more... )

..of agendas.

Realization dawns on Monday morning as I awake from the weekend. The key to finding joy as a slave is to abandon all the internal expectations and desires. That is also the challenge.

When a slave has agendas it is impossible to achieve contentment. The slave has an internal yardstick of measurement that can never be met by any ( Read more... )