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The Christmas Letter that didn't make the cut
the Christmas letter that i'm not sending out... but i don't want to throw away the words either lol so i'm saving them here. I'm really awful. Here we go....
Merry Christmas
Hola Mia Familia! It is that time of year to sit down and read the annual Christmas letter. I can’t find last year’s Christmas letter…friends and family have informed me that ( Read more... ) -
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not sure how, but this says that i have 598 entries.... and going back and looking at how i really only used this majority of my years in college, and what not until this past year. I don't see 598 entries total when i look back. So it's wild to me. It's also wild how i wrote just about every damn day on this and i can't do that in my notebook now ( Read more... ) -
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Today the guy that I've had a crush on for the better part of five years messaged me on the Snapchat. He sent me a selfie. I haven't done this in a while where i screen shot it, and then doodle on it, and send it back to him. It always makes him nervous when I screenshot his photos, which is understandable. However I drew a beard on him today and ( Read more... ) -
Fall
I love fall.
I love the color.
The smell.
The wind. The crinkle of the leaves as we walk on them. The way they sound when they blow down the side walk as we go in to grab coffee.
Fall is wonderful. I love that i live in a place that has Fall <3
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Lost, Lazy and a little bit Crazy
Struggling with understanding. I didn't sleep well last night. I feel like i need to be doing a whole lot of everything, and yet i'm doing nothing. It bothers me that i'm doing nothing, and then i get head stuck into something else, and derail for a few more hours not doing any of the things i need to be doing.
What am i actually doing.
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Ghosts of the past
Once upon a time 1o years ago there was a guy friend that moved home. He was a "family friend" and he was military and he was moving home right before he was scheduled to retire. Anyways, his family loved me, and we were always close. I celebrated more holidays with them, then he did, but he had a job to do. They would then look at his nonmarried ( Read more... ) -
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I started this 2024 year with a couple of close guy friends. People I depended on. We're six months into this damn year, and nothing is the same.
The struggle is all too real.
One guys name was "Mike". I worked with "Mike". We'd been friends while he was dating a few women, things went silent when he gets into relationships which is a good thing. ( Read more... ) -
May Flowers
I sat down to go and write a message here, and I could have swore i sat down and wrote some things in April, and looking back i didn't. Was it really all that bad in April. I mean I know it was, but I was so proud of myself for doing better in March for writing not only on here, but in my journal, but alas. No entries for the Month of April. ( Read more... ) -
Growing up...
So for a long time I gravitated to anyone who I thought I loved. I don't know how else to put those people that you meet in college and you call them your friends, and then you work so hard to have those connections, and you don't think that anyone else will infiltrate that circle of trust right....
So let's fast forward. We're 20 years past that ( Read more... ) -
ReTale's "Ghost"
We're at work this week, and a customer came up to my boss and asked for something.
She looked at the customer and said" i don't know what that is, if you can tell me what it does we can help you further with where you can find what you're looking for."
Customer pauses, and says, "Well it's a ghost detector."
So she smiles and says, "I'm sorry we ( Read more... )