Jun 20, 2024 08:24
Struggling with understanding. I didn't sleep well last night. I feel like i need to be doing a whole lot of everything, and yet i'm doing nothing. It bothers me that i'm doing nothing, and then i get head stuck into something else, and derail for a few more hours not doing any of the things i need to be doing.
What am i actually doing.
i should be sitting at the damn table doodling right now, and getting this creative buzz out of my system. Ugh maybe i'll go write out in my other journal some other stuff that is getting under my skin. I just wanted to get some stuff off my chest in hopes that i could feel better, and feel less crazed because i'm not being productive.
I feel like i need to do everything on my days off. And it's my downfall.
Have your best day <3