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Ever since moving I haven't been able to sleep well at all. Here it is, almost 4:30 in the morning and I am up. That's not too bad, but yesterday it was 3. It's not like I went to bed super late either, I just have a really hard time with change I guess ( Read more... ) -
Sigh
What a very very long weekend. Got fired from work on Tuesday, got my car the same day, moving out of the parentals this week... Very long week. I feel like I'm just in this strange state of limbo. I know things are going in a good direction, but it's still hard. Having an amazing girlfriend, good friends, and an unbelievable God sure do help -
"Instead of A Show" Jon Foreman
I hate all your show and pretense ( Read more... ) -
You are alive, And we are Free...
So, I just watched my pastor get up and preach on the goodness and amazingness of who Jesus is, even in the midst of everything he and his family is going through. It humbled me beyond words. I know I don't have a faith like that yet, and I want it. I strive for Jesus to be my first love. To be the first thought my mind and heart always goes to ( Read more... ) -
There's nowhere to run, no one can Hide...
Well, Pier 1 just called, and I didn't get the job. Man, getting a job is a pain in the rear end right now. Gotta love our economy. The economy isn't my provider though. Christ is. I need to always remember that. -
I am changing... Less and less asleep
Woke up super early for morning prayer at church. As painful as it is, there is also something amazing about getting up before the sun. I know it's not the fact, but God seems more approachable, more real in those wee hours. I love it. We prayed for Britt's daughter, Daisy, this morning. Turns out she has cancer. At five years old! So, if ( Read more... ) -
Wherever You Are, Be All There
I don't really know what to write. Seems I always begin these blogs like that. Not knowing what to write, but knowing that I need to. I'm sitting here listening to Hillsong and can't help but think I am missing out on something. Missing out on life. I don't want to, but it feels like I am. I say feels because that's exactly what it is. Just a ( Read more... ) -
"I Am Yours" Misty Edwards
Though I sleep, my heart is awake ( Read more... ) -
Sickness
So, I skipped school today because of not feeling too well. I don't know why, but I always seem to get sick this time of year. It kinda sucks. I really don't feel too bad though, and in all reality I probably should have gone to school. Chalk it up to laziness. Something I feel like has been trying to engulf me more and more ever since I moved ( Read more... ) -
When?
I don't really know what to write, but at the same time I feel the need to write. So much is happening right now. I just moved in with my grandma. The thought is to be taking care of her. The truth is, at least right now, she needs very little taking care of. So what the heck am I doing here? I almost feel at this point I'm the one who needs ( Read more... )