...And you know the usual.

Here my Post from 4AM:

"It's been a very long time since I've had to use cascarilla powder in my own room. But there is a presence here tonight that keeps laying in fucking bed with us and keeping me awake,and won't go away."

Yeah this spirit is no good. It finally showed me what it wanted. I fell back to sleep after ( Read more... )

7:45 AM

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It's morning. I really enjoy the morning, when I'm on my days off. I know it seems crazy but I really am that rare morning person for the most part. I like seeing the light in the morning and hearing the birds chirp. The fresh crisp air, and the potential for a new day. I have my light music on and I'm burning some lavender incense. I can ( Read more... )

Why can't the universe send me a vampire who enjoys a bit of fun. Not long intervals of silence followed by boring mortal life type stuff. Buying houses, cars, and divorce.... It's all over done. I can get in my real life. I miss sexy, lustful vampires that used to fill my dreams with naughty fantasies. Fangs pressed against my skin, mnn ( Read more... )

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I've been medicated all day which has allowed me to barely get through the day. Today was very frustrating, insomnia last night again ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why, but my brain has gone into full anxiety mode over this vacation all the sudden ( Read more... )

Tonight should be interesting, if I don't wait too long to fall asleep. Whenever I go to bed very tired, I have a harder time parting the veil.

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I 'm on the side of pool watching Ella swim. She is splashing and laughing, but behind her a girl keeps appearing. The girl looks 'out of place', she looks like so cold and pale. Then Ella turns around and she see's her and screams, and I motion for her to quickly get out of the water ( Read more... )

Good Evening ( Read more... )

I did a new Vlog. Still working on Ravenspath...

I talked a bit about this dream somewhere, I believe it was in this journal.

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Here is what I wrote about it in my dream journal ( Read more... )