So this night.....we had even MORE access. No costumes... instead we turned on the blow up obstacle course ( see below ) we also got to turn on and use this jump thing ( see below ) we did so many flips and crazy crap in the air it was amazing! A couple of drunk neihbors of the park showed up and we thought they were gunna call the cops but then we ( Read more... )

So my brother got a job from church working a grave yard security shift...yea.. such a bad idea. we have access to a golf cart. which we already broke because max ran garrett over and he flew threw the windshield and it was amazing... we also had fireworks.. so so bad i mean HUGE illegal fireworks. Played the best hide and go seek of my life ( Read more... )

its those hours of the morning/night when im awake and begin to start feeling blue again. I miss my friends...They arent even gone really but I wish they were all with me right now. Cause then we could laugh and poke fun and drink root beer? I actually bought root beer for the first time. I dont often drink rootbeer but I saw it and was like woa I ( Read more... )

i put on russian dance music..took off my pants and created this


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I just realized something about my self. At the age of 19 I help feed and educate a little girl in haiti, donate money every month to environmental California, work for free at kids camp for abused and neglected children, donated money to the hurricane, and donate money to my works emergency fund for any employee that needs help. Im not boasting, ( Read more... )

I hung out with a very beautiful person yesterday...it was torture. I hate when I meet people who make it so that i can feel my blood running through my entire body and I cant do a single thing about it because its as if they are put in a glass case that says " please do not touch or you will get your ass kicked " *sigh*

josh is cheating on me.

I must seem like a grouch to most people because I only write when I am upset. Eh whatev. Its been a day full of tears i'm not sure why I just keep crying. I was thinking today about everything...i dont think my mom has ever really been my mother shes just been the person who gives me rules and a religious leader. Never a mother. I cant cry on her ( Read more... )

Wow I have not written in this thing for um ever it seems. I dont have much to say other than i am annoyed with a couple people. But its hard to avoid not being angry when you have to live with the people from Antioch. I saw Audrey Sessions tonight they were really impressive. I feel crappy.

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