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I must seem like a grouch to most people because I only write when I am upset. Eh whatev. Its been a day full of tears i'm not sure why I just keep crying. I was thinking today about everything...i dont think my mom has ever really been my mother shes just been the person who gives me rules and a religious leader. Never a mother. I cant cry on her shoulder I cant share my feelings with her I cant show any emotion to her. Our family is so emotionless no one shows any emotion to eachother its like stay out of my business UNLESS you did something wrong then youre in trouble and we'll be all up in your business. Man I sound soo EMO. what a loser. I can hear my dad snoring, i hate snoring. i REALLY hate snoring.
I'm in a new band called The Barrow Parker Rush we should be playing a showat the wallace arms soon downtown i really want everyone to show up so i dont feel like a loser. Josh is pushing my buttons a lot latley. Sometimes he is SO great other times its like i could murder him. isnt that life though.
OH MY GOSH. I have the fattest thieghs in the world I am going to become a thiegh exerciser freak starting tomorrow. Look for me riding my bike all over town haha. Helmets suck but I guess they help protect your life so thats cool...
I watched Lost in Translation today ugh..so good i laughed i cried i googled. everything. I think I am going to watch Coffee and Ciggarettes right now in my bed on my computer. Macs rule screw PC. haha this entry is so lame.
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I'm in a new band called The Barrow Parker Rush we should be playing a showat the wallace arms soon downtown i really want everyone to show up so i dont feel like a loser. Josh is pushing my buttons a lot latley. Sometimes he is SO great other times its like i could murder him. isnt that life though.
OH MY GOSH. I have the fattest thieghs in the world I am going to become a thiegh exerciser freak starting tomorrow. Look for me riding my bike all over town haha. Helmets suck but I guess they help protect your life so thats cool...
I watched Lost in Translation today ugh..so good i laughed i cried i googled. everything. I think I am going to watch Coffee and Ciggarettes right now in my bed on my computer. Macs rule screw PC. haha this entry is so lame.
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