Mixed feelings:

#2's flight on Saturday was cancelled, so an extra two days and...I was both pleased and a little let down. The single mom gig is hard, and I was sort of looking forward to just caring for myself for a week or so. Still contradictory feelings are par for the course these days and I imagine there will be some hard moments. Don't mind ( Read more... )

Today is moving day ( Read more... )

The last time, the last day, the last night...

It's only in the quiet of the morning that I hear the chorus of 'lasts'. I hear it in the night as well but I've been relying on sleeping aids to quell that inner voice.

This move still feels deeply wrong on a gut level, and if I dwell on it, I'm either terrified things will go badly when I'm gone, or ( Read more... )