i just got into an extremely petty fight with amber, and i can finally say that i am COMPLETELY 100% over her. in fact... i kind of hate her. no, not kind of. i DO hate her.

real update soon, i swearrrr!

i don't feel like writing a real entry right now because i am terribly exhausted from the last few days but i figured i would just update you guys a little, i'm gonna paste stuff from the conversation i'm having with emily ( Read more... )

sometimes you can be so incredibly selfish, it makes me rethink everything about this.

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so somehow, people randomly started writing on the mirror in my bedroom, and it's gotten completely filled the last few weeks. last night when amber slept over she decided to erase an entire side and write her own notes to me ( Read more... )

i saw my baby today :] i forgot how nice it is just to be around her, and hold her hand, and cuddle with her, and kiss her. god i missed those lips. i'm crazy. but it's okay now.

sara's here now and we should be sleeping but we're not. and i just laughed for literally four minutes straight over nothing. oh gosh. i need to go to bed. ahahaha.

it's weird hearing my mom talk on the phone to my (ex)stepdad. it's like... 8ish months ago they were together, they were in love, or so i thought. and now they're not and they're talking divorce, and the conversation between them is so incredibly strained and sarcastic. it's awful, and i feel so bad for her. when amber and i were broken up, i felt ( Read more... )

"let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine. just hold me tight, lay by my side. let me be the one who calls you baby all the time."

Amber & i are back together. agjasgl;asjrsamkrfsakf. no words.