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i don't feel like writing a real entry right now because i am terribly exhausted from the last few days but i figured i would just update you guys a little, i'm gonna paste stuff from the conversation i'm having with emily.
"amber showed up at my house today with flowers. i wasn't there. she's trying to be all sweet so i'll forgive her and we can be okay again, but she should be perfect and wonderful all the time, not just when i'm mad. i know the minute i take her back, everything will go back to normal. and i can't do it. i can't. i think she knows she's pretty much lost me as of now and that's why she's doing this."
"i'm not calling myself gay anymore. i have discovered that i like a boy. i fell asleep on him last night in the car. he gave me his jacket and i didn't give it back hahaha. he's gio, btw. but i also like, like three girls. i think i'm just really asl;lkglkasjta because i'm all of a sudden single and i dunno. but it feels okay and good. i don't want anything serious right now anyway. i was telling sara, i wouldn't mind chillin with gio and kissing him haahaha but i don't wanna be his girlfriend, i don't wanna be anyone's girlfriend."
"also, my mother is into bdsm according to our website history."
please excuse how terrible i look - that shirt/dress thing makes me look terribly pregnant and... well, yeah.
that's gio in the front. on the left. the one thats not manny.
"amber showed up at my house today with flowers. i wasn't there. she's trying to be all sweet so i'll forgive her and we can be okay again, but she should be perfect and wonderful all the time, not just when i'm mad. i know the minute i take her back, everything will go back to normal. and i can't do it. i can't. i think she knows she's pretty much lost me as of now and that's why she's doing this."
"i'm not calling myself gay anymore. i have discovered that i like a boy. i fell asleep on him last night in the car. he gave me his jacket and i didn't give it back hahaha. he's gio, btw. but i also like, like three girls. i think i'm just really asl;lkglkasjta because i'm all of a sudden single and i dunno. but it feels okay and good. i don't want anything serious right now anyway. i was telling sara, i wouldn't mind chillin with gio and kissing him haahaha but i don't wanna be his girlfriend, i don't wanna be anyone's girlfriend."
"also, my mother is into bdsm according to our website history."
please excuse how terrible i look - that shirt/dress thing makes me look terribly pregnant and... well, yeah.
that's gio in the front. on the left. the one thats not manny.