I am engulfed with terrible childhood memories right now. I am really awaiting that I feel better for a while when they pass, even though they probably will start up again shortly after. They are terribly painful and they make me wonder how I am still alive and going on top of all the other crap and painful memories. They make me question whether ( Read more... )

I had quite a break down where there were just too many unbearable thoughts. I had no choice but to lie down comfortably and close my eyes until I drifted off ( Read more... )