I just had a lovely, if short, weekend in with the Gentleman Caller. Once again we didn't manage to leave the apartment except for one grocery trip (one day I will See the City and possibly even Meet People. It's probably not going to be soon though ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I'm going on an adventure to spend time with my Gentleman Caller. I'm excited ( Read more... )

Ichinawa means one rope. The idea behind it is to get away from the complexity and distractions of fancy knots and ties and just be two people and one length of rope ( Read more... )

We had adventures ( Read more... )

I'm still all happy from yesterday ( Read more... )

I had a really good week last week. It was full of awesome things. And then I kinda dropped on Sunday and was unfortunately weepy. It was not expected, I don't drop often, but also not a surprise. I was home, randomly welling up with tears, just feeling sad, but for no reason I could point at. It wasn't even "I wish my gentleman caller was here" ( Read more... )

We played last night, and played mean. I found myself looking forward to our play date with excitement again, rather than... cautious optimism? So we talked about how I could play a bit harder again. And we did :)

Playing mean requires a certain amount of emotional solidity to be safe for me. It's letting someone else hold the jar. In order for it ( Read more... )

Mmmm play ( Read more... )

Play report on this scene. It's a little hazy on the details. I can’t remember exact processes. I have some memories but I have no idea how they tie into any others. I also know some things happened (he had a big knife and there was a bit of experimenting with what would conduct lil devil's electricity) but I have no idea exactly what happened, or ( Read more... )

I'm covered in bruises, and I have a happy ( Read more... )