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Mmmm play :)
Two suspensions. One very basic 'first suspension' one, the other one of the more complicated ones that we usually do. I was feeling it a lot into the second one, same chest harness in an hour or so, had to keep things moving quick, but it was so good.
Then we had flogging. It was pretty light, I'm out of practice and where we were in the public playspace I didn't want to push that hard. A little bit of teary eyes is good, but full out crying (what heavy flogging typically leads to) was a little much. I started standing a foot away from the wall leaning further as the time went on, by the time we ended, he shoved me into the wall, held me there with a hand against my face, arm across by neck, and spanked me.
But it wasn't that heavy, apparently, was unlikely to leave marks. When I expressed... disappointment in the small likelihood of marks, he shoved me face down over the table, grabbed the cane and wailed away. Hard :)
He came home with me, spent the night. This morning was full of just sensual play curled around each other in bed. I now have a number of bite marks, just to ensure there will be something to last me until the end of the month in case the cane didn't work. He's good to me :)
And then he judged me (in a fun consensual D/s way) for my housekeeping skills (okay, I tend to default to slightly slovenly, and normally I tidy for company, but my logic was that I didn't want to presume he would be able to come over and if I cleaned my room with -intent- then if I came home alone I would feel more alone as the room was imbued with expectation. Plus cleaning would give me something to do today as a distraction from potential 'all by myself'-ness (preparing for the least ideal headspace)). But! Was all judgey. And next time he comes and my room is a mess, he's going to chew gum in my ear (seriously, mean mean punishment).
So, uh, today will be spent cleaning. In case of surprise visits.
...
:D
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Two suspensions. One very basic 'first suspension' one, the other one of the more complicated ones that we usually do. I was feeling it a lot into the second one, same chest harness in an hour or so, had to keep things moving quick, but it was so good.
Then we had flogging. It was pretty light, I'm out of practice and where we were in the public playspace I didn't want to push that hard. A little bit of teary eyes is good, but full out crying (what heavy flogging typically leads to) was a little much. I started standing a foot away from the wall leaning further as the time went on, by the time we ended, he shoved me into the wall, held me there with a hand against my face, arm across by neck, and spanked me.
But it wasn't that heavy, apparently, was unlikely to leave marks. When I expressed... disappointment in the small likelihood of marks, he shoved me face down over the table, grabbed the cane and wailed away. Hard :)
He came home with me, spent the night. This morning was full of just sensual play curled around each other in bed. I now have a number of bite marks, just to ensure there will be something to last me until the end of the month in case the cane didn't work. He's good to me :)
And then he judged me (in a fun consensual D/s way) for my housekeeping skills (okay, I tend to default to slightly slovenly, and normally I tidy for company, but my logic was that I didn't want to presume he would be able to come over and if I cleaned my room with -intent- then if I came home alone I would feel more alone as the room was imbued with expectation. Plus cleaning would give me something to do today as a distraction from potential 'all by myself'-ness (preparing for the least ideal headspace)). But! Was all judgey. And next time he comes and my room is a mess, he's going to chew gum in my ear (seriously, mean mean punishment).
So, uh, today will be spent cleaning. In case of surprise visits.
...
:D
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> comments there.