i keep saying things like "a lot of stuff is going on" and "i have things to say" but then i never seem to write it all out. writing it down makes it real and although i thought i had gotten over this ages ago, i can't bring myself to talk openly about what's happening ( Read more... )

the outcome of this is that my mom and dad will never financially recover from this. every day things are changing. i feel like i cried all of yesterday. i know that i woke up this morning by rushing into the washroom to puke. i'm not sick, i just got myself into such a frenzy ( Read more... )

i haven't been posting because i've been working. things are either in slow motion or fast forward. there is no in between lately. there are moments of calm, because you just can't live your life in perpetual panic, but then. . .sometimes we slip and it happens anyway ( Read more... )

posting 2-3 times a day and then i take a couple days away. . .it feels strange ( Read more... )

the "donation things" was/is only one step in a multi-step plan to save the house/my family. i feel like i should reiterate that as often as possible. for that alone, i am leave this post open ( Read more... )

1. Stop talking about politics for a moment or two.
2. Post a reasonably-sized picture in your LJ, NOT under a cut tag, of something pleasant, such as an adorable kitten, or a fluffy white cloud, or a bottle of booze. Something that has NOTHING TO DO WITH POLITICS.
3. Include these instructions, and share the love!


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