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I made myself puke tonight...But this is the first time in a *very* long time.
I'm turning comments off on this, because I know that they'd be negative. All I can say is that it just felt "right," so to speak. That in and of itself is fucked up; I realize that. I am fucked up. I'm sorry for that. As human being, we are what we are, and thus, I am what I am. A person doesn't change...simply their surroundings do. So I'll always be fucked up, and thus prone to do whacked out things.
Beyond that, I'd really rather not talk about this any further. I just wanna try to sleep. If I can make it to morning, then I know everything will be okay. I just have a feeling...
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I made myself puke tonight...But this is the first time in a *very* long time.
I'm turning comments off on this, because I know that they'd be negative. All I can say is that it just felt "right," so to speak. That in and of itself is fucked up; I realize that. I am fucked up. I'm sorry for that. As human being, we are what we are, and thus, I am what I am. A person doesn't change...simply their surroundings do. So I'll always be fucked up, and thus prone to do whacked out things.
Beyond that, I'd really rather not talk about this any further. I just wanna try to sleep. If I can make it to morning, then I know everything will be okay. I just have a feeling...