Poker Rant, Among Other Things
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Okay, I’ll start with the aforementioned poker rant. I FUCKING HATE PLAYING FREE ONLINE POKER!!!!!!!!!!! Since it’s free, people are positively retarded with how they bet and play. It’s like they just push “raise” no matter what’s in their hand. GOD FUCKING DAMNIT! I’d like to play some online poker, but I can’t shell out the money for a pay site, and can’t stand the fucktards on the free ones. I think I’m screwed. >_<
In other news (aka, what I was planning on writing before the online poker fiasco), I just never seem to have enough time in the day to do everything I want to do. I wanna work on this site, I wanna work on my new site, I wanna make more sites (one for my unfinished novel, and one for my photography), and that’s just the stuff I wanna do that’s related to my web domain.
I have a ton of books and manga that I want to read and DVDs that I want to watch from the library. I usually end up renewing them a million times, and quite often just give up on them. I also have a few hundred books that I own that I want to read. Manga, too. I bought the entire Mars series awhile back, and still haven’t read a single page of them. Gyarg.
I want to work on my book, putting it together and whatnot. I also want to write more of my novel. Neither of them seem to be happening at all, since they’re so low on the totem pole at this point. They’re unimportant when compared to stuff like chores and finding a job and such.
And that brings up the chore front. I need to pick up trash, and do all my laundry (I still have dirty clothes from September, because I don’t have enough baskets or money to go to a laundromat). I also haven’t filled up those bookshelves completely yet, so that means I still have books on the floor and boxes that aren’t unpacked. I haven’t mopped the kitchen floor since we moved in, and it’s been at least a month or so since I even swept. I need to run the vacuum desperately, and unpack the rest of my boxes, and clean up the utility room. And those are just the most important chores…
No matter what I do, it seems like something important will have to go undone. Like, I could do the chores and the unpacking, but I couldn’t sleep for a few weeks. I could get proper sleep, but do barely anything during the day. I could read those library books, but then the laundry would have to go undone for another few weeks. GYAH!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m fairly certain there’s no winning. When I get a new job, I’ll have even less time to do all this stuff. And that’s only if I cut out all social activities whatsoever. Fuck…..