Forced laughs, fake smiles, just force it out, 'cause it's all the same to them. One time too many, I watch you fade away; to the time it takes, and the things you say, I know better now. So turn this up and listen well, I just needed you to know that I read you all wrong, I thought you were a safe bet.  She tries too much.  She doesn't smile ( Read more... )

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"You bought me a wall?  Pacey, you're unbelievable.  I mean, as soon as I think I have you figured out, you go and you do something so outrageous that completely challenges me in a way that no one else would ever think of...and in case I don't say it enough:  thank you."

"well it's about time, Potter.  It's about time."

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"Do you think you could ever ( Read more... )

i'm writing again, and i have pages upon pages of words and good ideas and im convinced it's a good thing.

maybe, on a day when I'm feeling particularly brave, I'll post bits and pieces of it.

PS: there's no one more awkward as a host than pete wentz.  I seriously cringed everytime he said something.  I only watched F'N MTV for the premiere of Poppin ( Read more... )

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I told myself that the next time I'd write, it would be something meaningful and poetic.  Andd, clearly that isn't going to be happening on this entry.  Or anytime soon.  Writing, these past few months, have been terrible...I think I'm going through a writer's block.  Not that I would consider myself much of a writer, but you know what I mean ( Read more... )

There's just been something about this week that has turned half my school into zombies, including me.  In almost every class everyones either a) staring off into space and not paying attention b) passed out on their desk.  I'm thinking we've all got a severe case of 'I wish summer would already hurry up and get here' syndrome.  The weather's been ( Read more... )

And I'm feeling like all this hell might shape something good in the end...

I've been in a bit of a TML binge lately.  I love it.  Their songs are catchy as hell. It takes me about two seconds to memorize ones I haven't heard before.

So what I've been up to lately: Thursday, went to the mall with Chelsea, Kelsey, and Danielle.  And lately, I've been ( Read more... )

and anyway, I don't think I'd be coming around here again.

I went home early today because my leg was really bothering me. Last night, after watching one tree hill I had to get something from the basement anddd from the landing after the basement stairs but before the little steps leading to the kitchen, I somehow tripped? and scraped my leg against ( Read more... )

"Tim, you knew how to open the door all along!? Why didn't you tell us?"
"Because I missed you guys. No one keeps in touch anymore..."

I promptly burst into tears right after he spoke...the scene was just so beautiful in its simplicity and sheer brilliance. How he said it was just... painfully honest. Part of me desperately wants to have that ( Read more... )

I'm broken, I'm tired.I still miss the times when I was inspired. I'll never tell you what's all in my head. And pity me hiding.
I am extremely clumsy.  My poor toes (particularly those on my right foot) are battered and bruised from running into numerous objects, like chairs, moldings, and stair steps - trying to get from my living room to my ( Read more... )