Officially lost it today.  Thought I was failing my anatomy class and kind of went to pieces. Ended up figuring out that the teacher inputted all the points possible into the grade website but didn't set it up to compute the grade properly.  We havn't had some tests yet so the program thinks that I have zero's for half of the Quizes ( Read more... )

I got another e-mail from the Gospel Comedy troupe that does films and whatnot... and it's become even harder to take them seriously. Here's a set of requirements that they have for people who are in their troupe. It was one thing for me to think that I could go perform religious material as a play or for a film, but to be required to attend ( Read more... )

Somebody stop my brain from thinking ( Read more... )

I'm hoping to sleep off the emotions I'm feeling right now and face all of everything tomorrow. Level headed and not feeling the need to rip tear punch.

I have the weirdest mix of emotiuons right now.  I just watched Prison Break and saw some one talk another person into suicide. Then I watched the videos that Jenn podted ( http://hyzenthlayli.livejournal.com/248053.html).  It's such a funny mix of sad and giddy happy ( Read more... )

Saw From The Ground Up. A number of little plays, written, directed, and put up completely by the students. Which in case you can't tell the response to that would be "ooo  Ahhh" and respectiful amazement.  They did so well. Alot of it got me thinking, in an emotional sort of way that I can't classify or put a finger on.   Alex, one of my actors in ( Read more... )

I feel like crap. I'm in terrible mindset ( Read more... )

Last day to change classes, is monday.  Hopefully Professor Haddad will get back to me. But it's looking grim to me. I maybe  stuck in the go crazy class at night.  BLERG.  Auditioned, and am not happy with what I did. I'd worked it but don't think it'll pass.   blagh. I feel kinda stressed. Not superly yet  but shoulder's doing the things again. ( Read more... )

My glasses are tear stained. I look up through droplets of water. The lights breaks into peices and creates roud glowing shapes in my vision. Each drop is for a different intolerance. A different misunderstand and stupid stance base on a set of human beliefs. My heart is breaking as I realise that there is no such thing as true acceptance, ( Read more... )

It's funny how a person can play on the emotions of others. I feel like that's what I do. I take in what they're giving out and go with that. For example right now, I'm perfectly fine. Caitlin and Amy are entertaining Tim and Eric. We're watching clue and I'm all good. Laughing and what not. But during dinner I was feeling really tired and sleepy ( Read more... )