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So today I got my package from hyung, the package with MaoMao's book, keychain and boxers, the package with aniki's reward for me and sweets from hyung. I was excited when my sister brought it in along with our take out, until I saw it wrapped in plastic with a seal "Received in Damage Condition" over it from the Postal Services. The enveloped was cut opened, and everything important in it, was gone. I got some book that says "100 Years of Poetry". I would be lying to you if I told you I didn't cry at that point. My eyes watered and I sobbed. I held kitty for a good hour or so crying on my bed. The book is really important to me.
I remember when he used to tell me what page he was up to, give me some hints on what was inside, but never fully showing me. I remembered that only time when he turned on his webcam just to show me some things in the book. He was such a tease about it. It was something special. Something that can't be replaced. After crying over it, and my sister yelling at me about it, I tweeted hyung and told her. I felt bad for telling her. I didn't want to worry her, but I thought it was only fair. She came online despite the break she was taking. She called her law friend who helped us sort things out. She thinks the package bursted open because of the straight cut when it was going to the airport in the van and that the stuff are still with the postal service.
Hyung thinks it's her fault that this happened, but it's not. I feel bad for making her feeling this. She's upset from things online lately, and I didn't want this to make her even more upset. I don't blame hyung that the book is missing. I don't blame her for anything. She took the time to mail it to me, to spend money to ship it to me, took the time to gather everyone's presents and shipping it all together. She took the time to phone her friend to get everything sorted out. I'm sorry hyung. I don't want to make you feel bad. I was just confused and lost. I know you didn't want to be on skype or facebook or msn, but you came on for me.
Thank you hyung, I'm sorry for making you feel bad, I'm so sorry. She feels bad because she knows the content in the packaging, she knows how much it means to me, and she knows the feeling of losing someone you love so much. I wish I didn't upset her and I was able to figure everything out as to how to get the book bag, instead of hyperventilating like I did. I'm sorry hyung, please don't feel bad about it, it's not your fault. I feel bad for making you go through that. I wish I could do something about it, but like aniki says, we just have to hope, hope that we're right and the package did burst open and the contents are still with the postal services.
I mean, life's been hard lately right? It's just another bump on the road, we'll get there. I'll stop crying and wipe my tears. And eat the chocolate that Hika gave me that is really sweet and suck on lollipops that onii-chan gave me. And read letters and hug kitty and look at pictures and gifts that you all gave me. We just have to wait till Monday. He's looking down on us, he'll help us find the book.... And the boxers too... They were supposed to be my summer shorts... I'm still sorry hyung and aniki.
I remember when he used to tell me what page he was up to, give me some hints on what was inside, but never fully showing me. I remembered that only time when he turned on his webcam just to show me some things in the book. He was such a tease about it. It was something special. Something that can't be replaced. After crying over it, and my sister yelling at me about it, I tweeted hyung and told her. I felt bad for telling her. I didn't want to worry her, but I thought it was only fair. She came online despite the break she was taking. She called her law friend who helped us sort things out. She thinks the package bursted open because of the straight cut when it was going to the airport in the van and that the stuff are still with the postal service.
Hyung thinks it's her fault that this happened, but it's not. I feel bad for making her feeling this. She's upset from things online lately, and I didn't want this to make her even more upset. I don't blame hyung that the book is missing. I don't blame her for anything. She took the time to mail it to me, to spend money to ship it to me, took the time to gather everyone's presents and shipping it all together. She took the time to phone her friend to get everything sorted out. I'm sorry hyung. I don't want to make you feel bad. I was just confused and lost. I know you didn't want to be on skype or facebook or msn, but you came on for me.
Thank you hyung, I'm sorry for making you feel bad, I'm so sorry. She feels bad because she knows the content in the packaging, she knows how much it means to me, and she knows the feeling of losing someone you love so much. I wish I didn't upset her and I was able to figure everything out as to how to get the book bag, instead of hyperventilating like I did. I'm sorry hyung, please don't feel bad about it, it's not your fault. I feel bad for making you go through that. I wish I could do something about it, but like aniki says, we just have to hope, hope that we're right and the package did burst open and the contents are still with the postal services.
I mean, life's been hard lately right? It's just another bump on the road, we'll get there. I'll stop crying and wipe my tears. And eat the chocolate that Hika gave me that is really sweet and suck on lollipops that onii-chan gave me. And read letters and hug kitty and look at pictures and gifts that you all gave me. We just have to wait till Monday. He's looking down on us, he'll help us find the book.... And the boxers too... They were supposed to be my summer shorts... I'm still sorry hyung and aniki.