i'm pretty sure that i'm failing really hard at life right now. ugh ( Read more... )

Fuck my life.

I am panicking so bad right now.

I like to keep a little cushion in my bank account….you know, just in case of emergencies and things that come up. I get panicky when I even get within a few hundred dollars of touching it, so now that I'm below my cushion, I'm kinda freaking out. I have crazy bad anxiety right now and I'm trying SO ( Read more... )

Made a new layout tonight. Lyrics from "Love, Save the Empty" by Erin McCarley, which I'm obsessed with right now. It's a little more chipper and happy looking as a layout than I intended when I opened photoshop this evening, but maybe that's a good thing. Whatcha think?

I'm really regretting coming off of my anxiety meds. I never gave much thought ( Read more... )

 Whew...so um, I feel like I'm in the verge of an anxiety attack. I can't really figure out why. I feel jittery and nervous and scared and nauseas. I dunno where that came from. Like I was fine a little while  ago. I haven't even been that idle...I've been playing euchre and re-reading "A Sorta Fairytale" because I'm considering a sequel ( Read more... )