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"You're like a blank canvas that everyone you meet paints on."
I have started this journal in the hopes of being able to express all that I am not able to express normally due to the inaccessibility of my topics and my ideals to those around me. What is presented here is a picture of my actual self without guile or prepared machinations. What you will see is the canvas that has been painted on and remnants of ( Read more... ) -
Farewell and goodbye
Since Natalie and I will be leaving for China in under two months I've been expunging unnecessary items. So I turned off my phone today for $175. I could have given the rest of the plan to my brother but he doesn't need another outlet for his senseless spending. Not with his kid and all. So I have bought an online number to use in China through ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
So I'm about halfway through Twilight and I can see the appeal now. Now that I've started I want to finish even though I have a feeling I'm just going to feel very cheap in the end. I know if I don't finish the books the cocktails at work are going to be heartbroken and accuse me of hating the ideal that is edward cullen. Maybe i'll treat myself in ( Read more... ) -
"Brett, you should tell her that you're freaky."
So out road trip is halfway done. I am thoroughly enjoying the cheeses we procured from Minneapolis. The Strega is delicious too, haven't tried the beers yet. "Prinny: Can I Really Be The Hero?" is so fucking hard and awesome at the same time. I have three hours left and 825 prinnies to go! I started reading Twilight during the beginning of my jury ( Read more... ) -
"It was beautiful man, like ballet or some shit."
I've been thinking about what my view of social networking has become with bartending. When I look at my fellow bartenders and waitresses it's hard to see what their intentions are because I usually see them with their guards up. By the end of the night if it's been long and unforgiving and penniless I can't be bothered to pretend. I used to think ( Read more... ) -
"SNAAAAAAKE!"
A couple of bartenders brought up guns the other day and the different models, ideal guns, pros and cons, etc. I, admittedly, know very little about guns but I have been somewhat curious. I've been around guns growing up and I never devoted much attention to them. Now I feel I have a chance to catch up on what I have missed and have a few ex- ( Read more... ) -
Steve Holt!
So, lately Natalie and I have been watching a lot of Arrested Development. If I could tear myself away from it I would save enough to buy the second season of Dexter. I've been spending a lot of the rest of my time playing with the psp and online resistance 2 and call of duty 4 with another bartender, whom I have dubbed the juggernaut. Juggs is ( Read more... ) -
"Be patient. One day we'll share a cold one."
God damn I love DEXTER. God bless netflix and all of the wonderful little stories they ship right to my home. You gotta love the serial killer everyone can relate to. Loving Livemocha and with the love comes a one time fee of a microphone. Anybody got any leads on cheap reliable headsets or micromophones? I'd rully appreciate it. Also now that the ( Read more... ) -
"Where's tha car?"
I give myself objectives every now and then when I am drunk. My current objective for Tuesday: "Don't judge anyone, experience everyone." How pretentious. What a fucker. Well, here I go. What a naive altruistic fuck. -
"Who keeps telling people i want snow globes for christmas?!"
Jesus its getting cold again. With it comes the nostalgia of school years past and old loves and friendships, like a bad grainy newsreel. Gay. The casino is expanding this christmas and the only department that is growing is the beverage department. More cocktail waitresses, more barbacks and more assholes thinking that they know how to tend bar ( Read more... )