Another Habitica-motivated LJ entry. It feels so weird to have to force myself to use LJ, but I know it's something I want to do, and between being out of practice and my anxieties about using a ghost platform... Well, there's just no other way. :-/ There's really so much I want to talk about right now, though, and at the same time too much and it ( Read more... )

Ever since I started high school I've been having difficulty with academics, work, family and friends, obligations, and more. After 15 years of trying to will myself to be successful, becoming increasingly disappointed in myself, and eventually losing hope and becoming suicidal, on May 27th, for the first time in my life I had a suicide plan that ( Read more... )

Got back from the pre-week of summer MAS and the Wok, and I'm so glad I went - got to see eurohybrid62, belindabird, J.c., Rynn, Bryan, and even darkjing! One of these people (who knows who they are) specifically mentioned that they were really glad that I came, which actually meant quite a bit to me, so thank you to that person. In any case, that was a wonderfully beneficial ( Read more... )

[21:40] Bryan: Just curious, can you see emoji ( Read more... )

[23:47] Mike: (roll a knowledge:dragons check)
[23:48] 月影: *rolls*
[23:48] 月影: What's my modifier?
[23:48] Mike: i don't know... its your character
[23:48] Mike: how much time have you spent learning about dragons?
[23:48] 月影: ... it'd better be damn high
[23:49] 月影: I've known you for ... 19 months now?
[23:49] 月影: My natural roll was a 2 >[23:49 ( Read more... )

Rant upcoming, with me thinking about multiple people but not really being *aimed* at anyone in particular - feel free to call me out on my bullshit if need be ( Read more... )