2009. woah. back in guelph today. all unpacked.
stunning.

2008
 a blissful blur.
bits and peices stand out most in my mind. small insignificant moments that make me smile. crazy evenings. adventures. laughs and tears. love. soulmates.
two halves dont create a whole, but he makes me more whole.
j'aime toi.

and curiousity.

i think i love my boyfriend.
we sat in his car for 2.5 hours yesterday. no idea time was going by so fast.  mmm. a little more may have gone on then just talking

but still.

he makes me happy. when im not doubting or freaking out for NO REASON.

which i am not this weekend. i meditated on it yesterday.

mmm.

ok time to get back to my essay on the Mohawk ( Read more... )

you;re so gay and you dont even like boys.

crazy ( Read more... )

Whats with everyones obsession with definition?

p.s if someone takes the word 'definition' literally- i'll cyber slap you.
i mean with relationships and self importance

you here alot of people talking. Talking about their confusion, their hatred, their pain. The facts of their life which result in the current situations they find themselves in. They talk about it not being fair, they talk about how terrible it is, they talk about it, over analyze it, try to make sense of it, try to control it, try to forget it ( Read more... )

being happy and staying happy is the hardest thing in this life ( Read more... )

 everyone at work thinks its freakishly weird i read real books ( Read more... )

 Bursts of light
Burst into the night
Peirced darkness about to take flight
Make it alright
Make it right
When black is white
When darkness is peirced in the night

Manufactured magic
A cheap trick for thrills
Sparkles the night
With thunderous consequences
Drum Beat Dancer
shakes her sweet hips
overlooked by the madmen
who've been licking their lips
Wearing ( Read more... )

heather and i have an appartment for next year!!!!

and i made out with brian last night. 
tsk tsk to me. 
hmm ya
 anyways. 
moving on....

school is almost done
it is easter but doesnt feel like easter
and it is a B-E-A-utiful day .

but im like

you know

day after drinking alot and hitting the clubs

so im like K'Blah.