Oct 13, 2008 17:34
you here alot of people talking. Talking about their confusion, their hatred, their pain. The facts of their life which result in the current situations they find themselves in. They talk about it not being fair, they talk about how terrible it is, they talk about it, over analyze it, try to make sense of it, try to control it, try to forget it.
and it never changes. situations change, but the same problem is there and is stirred back into the mix with a simple thought or tendency.
They never get over it.
They never want to get over it because without their pain, then they are nothing. They cant let go of it, it makes them feel alive. They hate feeling this way, but theres somthing beautiful in sadness.
They tihnk they get better for a while, but it comes back.
its there. you never were rid of it, it just lay dormant.
I know, this may be hypocritical for me to say, as for quite a long time, i was a victim of the previously described scenario, i was affected, inflicted....completly unaware and didnt seem to care.
But i dont see how people can complain and complain and complain. Get off your ass and do somthing about it.
Accept the present moment for what it is, which allows for a smooth processual development. You do not resist what is.
Either assess yourself, change what you can if you so wish, and then accept yourself and love yourself.
It sounds simple. and to an extent it is. It also is hard. Ones mind is use to deception.
The key is to ignore your mind. It is your mind not your essence. It is your essence which will set you free.
one day, you will know that. and you will think, oh how sad, so much wasted time. so much time lost. i could have had it all then.
But the key is to not dwell in the past, nor the future. Don't let your mind propell itsef into the future "one day when i have this, am this, look like this....i will be happy"
or "in the past, this standard was set and i aim for similar results"
just know you are provided for and no matter what happeneds you are looked after.
people are so sick. SO DISEASED. they cant gt over it. it spreads. it is conditioned in us since birth. IT is all we know which is why so many live and die never realizing the truth. the truth is that you cant expect to find happiness in others, you cant expect to find it anything as a matter of fact.
it is inside you. it is always there. it is in you and available to you at any time. only you hold the key to happiness. why cant people unlock it?
just dont be unconscious. look. see. learn. grow.
all these identity crisis' are so stupid. you aren;t your identity or the image you wish the world to see of yourself. you arent that.
you create yourself. in creating yourself, you should accept the self evident, but hidden clause that states you are not mind or your physical self. we are here for much more then that. why freak out at the age of 20, not being sure what you want. as long as you are working towards somthing, it will work out for you.
in the end, you will realize that. but why wait til the end.
discover that now and nothing else will plague you.