Exactly one year ago today, and to use that horrible cliche, "it seems like it was just yesterday". It really does. I'm still terrified, and I still think about it every day. Of course I always will. Reading my archives, I realize just how much things have changed in a year. It's terrifying really. Haha, all my posts had something to do with ( Read more... )

My dad has moved out of the house into an apartment. I don't think this bodes well. I don't think they'll get back together. It kills me to think of my dad being alone. And my mom as well. But it's just more strange to think of my dad sitting alone in front of a tv dinner. Every time I see an old man alone in Wendy's or walking on the street ( Read more... )

For those of you who know my mother, apparently she is telling people I've "dropped out of college". This is a load of horse shit, and don't go around telling people that. I'm leaving school for a semester because my parents are no longer giving me money and I need to work full-time for a semester to afford my god-damned rent. So basically, don' ( Read more... )

I'm scared in my own house. I thought I heard someone walking upstairs and convinced myself he was here and I was going to die. That he was going to come and slice my throat open like he had threatened to do before. I kept trying to breathe and tell myself there was no possible way he could find me, but god, I honestly thought I might die. I ( Read more... )

I can't sleep alone. What's going to happen if this doesn't last, how will I survive?

Terrified. I'm terrified. I almost put a pair of scissors through my heart last night, Peter, don't you dare tell your brother that, he was worried enough about me. I don't know what to do with myself until I get home. I need to go back to Fort Collins. I'll be living with Stouty and Jason and Brent during the summer, and I'm very very excited ( Read more... )

I finally got what I've wanted for the past 5 years and it was better than anything I will ever know ( Read more... )

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Steven actually said the words "I really want to see you". I haven't heard anything like that from him in something like 2 years. This is dangerous, but I really need to see him. Things are so unstable, I crave the stability of his personality. It makes going home for a bit worth it. I guess getting raped makes people realize how much they ( Read more... )