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I finally got what I've wanted for the past 5 years and it was better than anything I will ever know.
Well, I've finally done it. I've finally laid down the law and told my parents that I won't be controlled anymore. And it worked. They have agreed to let me move out. They will pay my living expences for the month of June, and then I will be on my own, without their rules etc. They will pay for my tuition and for my counseling, but that's it. And it's scary as hell, but you know what, it's okay by me. I feel very refreshed, and I finally feel like I am going to be able to live. It's a good feeling after everything that's happened to me the last 6 weeks.
Been hanging out with Steven for the past few days, my heart hurts.
I miss the boys up in Fort Collins and Junction, but I'll be seeing them again really soon.
Love is very complicated, right now I wouldn't change it for anything though.
I will no longer be the conquered, I will be the conquerer, I'm working old magic already.
Well, I've finally done it. I've finally laid down the law and told my parents that I won't be controlled anymore. And it worked. They have agreed to let me move out. They will pay my living expences for the month of June, and then I will be on my own, without their rules etc. They will pay for my tuition and for my counseling, but that's it. And it's scary as hell, but you know what, it's okay by me. I feel very refreshed, and I finally feel like I am going to be able to live. It's a good feeling after everything that's happened to me the last 6 weeks.
Been hanging out with Steven for the past few days, my heart hurts.
I miss the boys up in Fort Collins and Junction, but I'll be seeing them again really soon.
Love is very complicated, right now I wouldn't change it for anything though.
I will no longer be the conquered, I will be the conquerer, I'm working old magic already.