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Exactly one year ago today, and to use that horrible cliche, "it seems like it was just yesterday". It really does. I'm still terrified, and I still think about it every day. Of course I always will. Reading my archives, I realize just how much things have changed in a year. It's terrifying really. Haha, all my posts had something to do with Tony, and now I don't have him anymore. It's so sad. I hope he calls me to make sure I'm okay today. I'm going to be more hurt than I've ever been before if he doesn't. It just wouldn't be right of him after he went through the whole thing with me to not call and say he still cares and hopes I'm okay. I'm going to go dye easter eggs tonight, I'm going to try to make him a really beautiful one to go with the letter and the money I think. Yes, that sounds like a good idea.