I don't know how I'm going to get done all the things I need to get done by the time they need to be done. Especially this god forsaken Shakespeare essay. My motivation is p goddamn low, just want to sit on the couch and touch the cat and try not to think about boxes.

I'm having a really hard time keeping up with my schoolwork this semester so far. I've picked up an extra class, and the school has gone to a really fucked up partially-full-term/partially-blocked-courses system that means that I have a Major Assignment (something worth 25-30% of my grade) due EVERY WEEK. It also means that we only ever have about ( Read more... )

I feel SO GOOD about school lately. It's getting towards that end-of-semester-everything-is-due crunch time, but I feel pretty on top of things and pretty excited about the projects I'm working on and kind of entirely on top of things for a change. We'll see how I feel a week from now, but right now I'm kind of stoked and feeling like NOTHING IS ( Read more... )

Today is a day of Nothing Goes Right and I just want to slap every part of it and not have to think about it ever again. Here we go:

Wake up:
Ugh I feel like shit. My head is swollen and rolling around heavy on my neck, maybe I'll just skip the gym today because I am nauseas and dizzy. Fuck it, I'm still fat, but I still need to walk for 10 minutes ( Read more... )

I AM A HORRIBLE STUDENT ( Read more... )

A few weeks ago I was at the gym and all the elliptical machines were full. This is okay, I can ride a horrible bike machine. So I did.
The bike machine has a little ECG screen for watching your heartbeat. Hey, this is p. cool, I can deal with this, what a party~

Except...
I miss beats.
At first it was just a up-only or a down-only beat every so often ( Read more... )

You do better at school when you don't let youself spiral into thinking that you're a moron.

I have a lot more homework this semester than I have ever had in University. Or, hell, even in high school.

The readings I need to do for each class range from a chapter of a book a week to a chapter of a book plus four or five journal articles to read. I ( Read more... )

My stomach is angry as hell from stressing out about my cogsci project.

Looks like I'm sleep now.

The coming month (note: May) will be hella busy for me coming up. A brief rundown of why:

1. Starting APRIL 28: Move
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Free hotdogs are amazing to make stress evaporate. Horray!

So far, I'm two quizzes down, one major test to go... and a hotdog break in between worked out perfectly. I was lined up for shitty-caf pizza, but then said FUCK LINES, and was going to walk around to the small-tiny caf, but on my way there, found a secret bbq. And I was going to buy a ( Read more... )