i have found a new source of self abuse.

don't u just love procrastination?

i have to get this down coz i feel like im starting to lose my mind ( Read more... )

im not being a drama queen, but i don't appreciate being ignored. for whatever reason. and it's all just coz you don't care. i guess i can't complain about that, but don't fucken make me believe you do.

so um, what now? who knows. let me know when you're over it, right?

hang my head, drown my fear till you all just disappear... Black hole sun, won' ( Read more... )

so i thought i was in the house alone ( Read more... )

im lov-lov-lov-lov-LOVING the holidays!!

they have consisted of catching up with friends and sleep, blasts from the past, suprises, and a couple of familial duties but overall just. so nice!


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Dearest _____ (you!)

well, life is finally getting back on track, and i am putting in my very best efforts to be good. to be good for myself anyway, not for anyone else.

i faced a fear today, well a tiny fear, coz i don't believe any fears ever deserve to be too big to never face. had to make an apology, and hopefully not repeat my mistakes. it ( Read more... )

these past 2 weeks have been... somewhat crazy ( Read more... )

im still having those dreams.

you know the ones that feel so so real; the ones where you can't really differentiate moments of your imagination and those of real life? (so much like waking up at 4am, dazzled by a msg from a drunk telling you how much they love you. u have a faint memory of reciprocating with a reply)

but this time, when light comes, ( Read more... )

today, we have lost a great aussie icon. who the hell is gona be our crazy wildlife guy now?! and of all things!


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i lied.

(not intentionally. i guess im not as honest as i thought i was)

lost again, broke and weary. unable to find my way...
tail in hand, dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go.

high and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown. catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun
-Gravity. A Perfect Circle