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Forgot to do my shot yesterday & today so I just did it a minute ago. It sucked. I'm ready to admit it ( Read more... )

Starting with the 3 month T update, my "Transition" entries will be filtered.
The list of people who've been added so far is ( here )

I'm feeling a bit melancholy today. Maybe its because I haven't eaten. Maybe it's because I tried something yesterday that didn't work out. (Even the subtlest rejection never suits anyone, does it.)
I finally saw Pink Flamingos the other day. Cripes!!! I wasn't expecting all that. I was like, "Sorry John Waters, even you can't get away with rape, ( Read more... )

So its been 2 weeks since I updated about my transition.
I feel like these last 2 weeks have been particularly significant in that... well, I'm starting to get tired of thinking about T all the time & I'm starting to get tired of obsessing about how masculine my body is (or isn't) becoming ( Read more... )

8 weeks was a pretty important checkpoint for me. I don't know why but I guess...
Ok let's start that last sentence over again honestly: I DO know why. It's because most of the guys I've met/seen have had SOME significant or at least noticeable change by the 8 wk mark. I've been really jealous, and trying not to acknowledge it 'cause I hate feeling ( Read more... )

Has it really been a week since my last post? It almost seems like nothing's happenned this week, but come to think of it, yeah, a couple a things have happenned.

Some time last week I bought myself some Nivea For Men sensitive shaving cream, as well as a 'Groomsman' beard and mustache trimmer.... I barely have any facial hair to speak of so far, ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm getting really ocd now.
I keep washing my face... because I'm greasy and I have to.
I keep checking mirrors... because I keep thinking that there must be some angle that I haven't seen; some other change that I somehow missed.

My voice cracks. A lot.Last night I took a razor to the fuzz on my cheeks ( Read more... )

A report on the physical transition so far.
I'm really aware that my journal has become a transition log. I didn't really want it to end up that way, but I guess that's what I need to write about.
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...and my check envelope and check stub had "Santos" on them instead of my given name!
If these little fur-children could just stay quiet, I'd be on a roll!