If not, and you just don't need to hear any more drama (believe me, I can appreciate that), then disregard)

I feel ridiculous and middle-school for even responding to the post x_rumour_x put up (for the record, I haven't emailed him :) ), but I also feel hideously misrepresented to anyone who cares to read his posts, and my pride won't let that slide, so I ( Read more... )

As for crying- I think I grieved for this two weeks ago. More will probably hit me later. Right now I mostly feel disconnected. And sad for x. Hoping for less hurt, all around.

Well, as of last night/early this morning, I am single. There are rare moments when things become absolutely clear, and I experienced one. There are some things that will never be okay with me ( Read more... )

keyboard is swimming with fishes. typing onscreen. good. less distraction. no posts for a bit.

great day with x yesterday. happy girl.

also travis is working out. he brought ginger-beer for me.

I had a wonderful day/date with x_rumour_x yesterday/last night. He got called in, and he said NO! Yay. Walking all over downtown, finally seeing pier 49 (at other than 3AM) and Gherdidelli square.

**added note- feel free to spread this to people who were at party. I would like certain things to be heard.

So I have a lot of reactions to last night (for those of you over at Josh's), but one of them was to go back and look at something. I gave a sermon on learning form pain a few years ago at a UU church. Here it is, if you're curious. It ( Read more... )