I don't understand it i've had insomnia for the past two months well i know why, it's because i am stressed and depressed. I have never had death affect me like this before, green was there through my prime growing up years all my best memories involve her which is good but it makes the pain so much worse. Not to mention i'm sure you could imagine ( Read more... )

So as i said in my last entry i've been down lately like pretty down. I think theres at least one moment in everyday that i have to struggle to not break down, i've just been so stressed lately about shit like money, finding a new job, fuckin now since i'm pretty sure my car's completely fucked thanks to me sliding into a curb because i have no ( Read more... )

So my phones back on which is fucking bad-ass. I got a stereo for my car for christmas to bad my speakers sound like shit because they're blown out but o well it's better than nothing. I really need winter to be over i've been pretty down lately, i don't know why though. i still have to pay my car insurance but not until jan 11th and i've decided ( Read more... )

So things are going alright for the moment i guess i'm slowly actually VERY slowly but surely paying off my bills my grandma sent me $50 for christmas so i'm sending it to my phone company and then ashleys loaning me that money. My car insurance is a different story though i might just go without it. Anyways like i said things are going alright i'm ( Read more... )

Well my weekend was fuckin awesome four wheeling, tractor tire rides, whiskey, beer, it was good times. But now i'm back in Gc and i think i've finally reached my breaking point everyday is a fucking struggle not to have an emotional breakdown, my bills have yet to be paid i might not even get that many hours at work which really fuckin pisses me ( Read more... )

So i'm fuckin excited dude i found out i'm going up north for sure because i don't work at all this week which sucks but i'm just gonna get really fucked up this weekend and forget all my worries and just have a good fuckin time.

I need to call my phone company tomorrow and tell them i'll pay them the 120 instead of two hundred something and that ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated in while this is how lifes goin,I haven't really done jack shit with my life since graduation but i'm kind of okay with it. i'm just havin a good time for right now. I've just been hanging out with bobby, allen,ricky, ashley, green and curto like everyday. I have a new job at subway and i'm finally getting off training pay  ( Read more... )

well i'm in a better mood this update i found out some news today and it makes me smile but i'm still confused about it i just can't make decisions, curse being a gemini lol anyway i just felt like updateing because i'm actually in an ok mood an i've felt shitty as fuck lately.Night

Plunkett

I would probably have to say today is one of the worst days ever. I had an orthodontist appointment today to get my fucking braces off but i couldn't go because i would have never made it with the little gas i had in my car and now i have to wait until november 29th to fucking get them off. God fucking hates me

GOD SHOOT ME