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So as i said in my last entry i've been down lately like pretty down. I think theres at least one moment in everyday that i have to struggle to not break down, i've just been so stressed lately about shit like money, finding a new job, fuckin now since i'm pretty sure my car's completely fucked thanks to me sliding into a curb because i have no tread on my tires. i have no idea what i'm going to do. plus i just keep thinking i'm gonna get dumped because all i do is seem to cause problems for him he had to rip my tire off the rip and bang out the dent and while putting the new tire on he lost grip on the crow bar and it flew up and hit him in the head. i dunno i guess it's good i don't work tomorrow so hopefully my car will be up and running probably barely but running by tuesday. i dunno i just want to lay in bed all day and feel shitty so i'm gonna go get to that
I just wish for once my dad could help me out with this because i know for fucking sure he'd help out my sister, he doesn't even know about my tire because then i'd just hear about how i'm a worthless piece of shit which is true but i don't really care to be reminded of it.....