So i'm pretty sure i have a depression problem

Sep 23, 2008 06:50

I don't understand it i've had insomnia for the past two months well i know why, it's because i am stressed and depressed. I have never had death affect me like this before, green was there through my prime growing up years all my best memories involve her which is good but it makes the pain so much worse. Not to mention i'm sure you could imagine being stressed and all that i'm not functioning very well and i just hope bobby loves me enough to see me through this because of course i've found my soulmate i couldn't see myself with anyone else and i just keep fucking up. Maybe i just don't deserve anyone i'm a piece of shit.

SUMMERIZE
 I finally get a job, it's a joke, i work 2 days a week sometimes none , i can't survive everyday life.
I no longer and anyone to talk to because for some reason she was taken away from me.
I hate myself for who i am.
I love bobby more than anyone could imagine and i'm a fuck up
ME=P.O.S.
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