Why sometimes am I so pathetic..why do I lie..why do I try to be this person that everyone expects me to be because thats how I have built myself up. I am not saying I am not myself most of the time but their is just that one area..that place within myself where I lack confidence so what I do I cover it up with lies...I pretend to be a pro.. ( Read more... )

Don't tell me that I am going to end up to be an alcoholic. Don't stand their and tell me that the path that I am on will lead me into a drunken existence. What kind of fucking path is that? I am 18 not 40 and I don't drink that much but this is stupid because I don't even need to make excuses to a worthless piece of shit like you who would be out ( Read more... )

So I have gotten a live journal so basically it will become a place for people to judge my bad spelling and grammar even more. What a joy...another judgement that I willingly placed upon myself..like high school or shopping at hollister. That probably doesn't make sence to alot of people and at the same time probably offended a whole bunch of you ( Read more... )