People are fucked up
Don't tell me that I am going to end up to be an alcoholic. Don't stand their and tell me that the path that I am on will lead me into a drunken existence. What kind of fucking path is that? I am 18 not 40 and I don't drink that much but this is stupid because I don't even need to make excuses to a worthless piece of shit like you who would be out drinking just as much as me if your parents weren't controlling christian natzi's. What if I told you that the path your on by being so desperate to have sex that guys could take advantage of you and you could end up HIV positive. By not having more faith in my as a person and our friendship it shows me how much you really know and care about me. I don't even know if you really beleive that or if you were saying it because your on this new kick about how you thinks its cool to be super honest with everyone because you want to be like me and shayna and all of us but guess what you just end up looking like an asshole.
Furthermore the person who you compared me to became an alcholic because of the problems in her life not because she partied when she was 18 so don't you ever pass judgement like that on me again when that person's own daughter doesn't even agree with you. She has lived with this womand and seen the truly ugly inside her that comes from the booze. Have you lived with it your whole life? Has her mother always been super nice to you? Yes..I want to ring your fucking neck and I hope you know you not only pissed me off to the final limit but you always hurt my inner core. But I am going to move on from that hurt because I know and my real friends know that I live my life how I want to. Deep down I am a good person and my own person which is more than I can say for you. I am writing this entry so i can release the anger because I don't want to carry it around with me. I want to vent let it go and move on being myself like I always am but I can not gaurantee that our friendship will ever be the same!!
Furthermore the person who you compared me to became an alcholic because of the problems in her life not because she partied when she was 18 so don't you ever pass judgement like that on me again when that person's own daughter doesn't even agree with you. She has lived with this womand and seen the truly ugly inside her that comes from the booze. Have you lived with it your whole life? Has her mother always been super nice to you? Yes..I want to ring your fucking neck and I hope you know you not only pissed me off to the final limit but you always hurt my inner core. But I am going to move on from that hurt because I know and my real friends know that I live my life how I want to. Deep down I am a good person and my own person which is more than I can say for you. I am writing this entry so i can release the anger because I don't want to carry it around with me. I want to vent let it go and move on being myself like I always am but I can not gaurantee that our friendship will ever be the same!!