normalcy is not all it is cracked up to be. maybe i haven't found normalcy yet.. maybe i am looking for it. maybe not. with normalcy you'd expect a slowing down of things, of work and family, sleep, time, time enough for everything, and a little extra, maybe for art of some sort, or whatever your hobby may be... time for deep connections, play- ( Read more... )

alright ok alright yes i'm on myspace, sans a photo and a decent description or any friends except for tom the editor yes, but my name is the same The Lousy Stoic if any one wants to help me figure out what is going on with that thing. i did find my ole buddy clay in there, actually that is why i ended up signing up so that i could contact him in ( Read more... )

gotta work a lot this week. could use the cash but not looking forward to it. i miss people. shoulda gone to jeff and matt and JR's show. went bowling with josh instead and almost got a DUI. hhmmph. not much else to...

i feel like a wastoid. not enough daylight in my life ( Read more... )

"(cuz time's such a cute cancer of a kid ( Read more... )

shmancy even. it's completely out of control. take two steps back, only more deliria ( Read more... )

"but though mankind persuades ( Read more... )

"-after which our seperating selves become museums ( Read more... )

i'm back limbo land again. not sure where i am really. poor little me is a little sick. also. well. should i talk about this here? she said everything was great but. you get the picture. sometimes you just want it to work because there is no apparent reason why it shouldn't, but. she called back a few days later says she's been in a strange mood. ( Read more... )

just walked from my house to this library. damn it's hot. stopped by a coke machine but it was out of everything except diet coke, i bought one but could only drink a little. the taste of nutrasweet makes me wanna puke ( Read more... )