I can feel life slipping out from underneath me. No amount of salt poured into my wounds or on the ice is going to help me, not now. And all these friends that mean so much, are they going to mean anything after this?

I don’t know, I don’t know. I want to be asleep. I’m tired of this downward spiral of shit. College, college, mom, college, work, ( Read more... )

I'm seriously flipping shit right now.

I don't know why. I just feel like everything hit the fan, and I sat back and let it happen, and caused it. I promised myself it was going to be different this year, that I was going to be better, a better person and friend and sister and daughter, and I'm not. I swear I'm not.

I really wish I could be ( Read more... )