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here, I'll tell you a story tonight. It's a ghost story, a horror story, you won't be able to sleep after this, of that I can guarantee - you'll pull the covers over your wide open eyes (how did your eyes get so big, darling) and you'll wish you could fall asleep but you'll think back to these words, and you won't sleep, you won't sleep, and ( Read more... )

I'm seriously flipping shit right now.

I don't know why. I just feel like everything hit the fan, and I sat back and let it happen, and caused it. I promised myself it was going to be different this year, that I was going to be better, a better person and friend and sister and daughter, and I'm not. I swear I'm not.

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i feel so sick. life is so bittersweet and breathtaking, so awful and beautiful at the same time.

like nick said. he doesn’t think he helps, and him saying he doesn’t
know what to say but he’s there, if i want him to listen, that means
the world to me. the absolute entire fucking world in a sentence.
that’s all i want, people to be there for me.

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