Okay so here is the situation. i have made myself look like a complete moron. i have let myself seem like a complete idiot, and it is killing me. i forgot what it was like so much to have a guy be a sweetheart to me, that i let myself weird things out. i don't want to scare this one away. he is to good to be true though. nice, sweet,caring, ( Read more... )

I guess first things first. Kara, Thank you so much for always being here for me. It's crazy to me that even after all of this time and distance you are one step behind me at all times. You have never missed a beat, and that is what a real friend is. You even though are much younger than I am have always known what I needed in my life... yet ( Read more... )

I hate being faced with difficult situations. I never realized how little of adult decisions I made when I was with Wayne. I guess when only one person is an adult in a relationship, it makes it hard to feel real grown up sometimes. I would love to say that every decision that I have made in the past has been a good one, but we all know that is a ( Read more... )