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I guess first things first. Kara, Thank you so much for always being here for me. It's crazy to me that even after all of this time and distance you are one step behind me at all times. You have never missed a beat, and that is what a real friend is. You even though are much younger than I am have always known what I needed in my life... yet you were smart and adult enough to let me figure it out on my own, only with slightly giving me sound advice. You may possibly saved me from the stupidest mistake yet. I am so glad that I never followed through with any of that... I am also glad that I am smart enough to listen to you. To take your advice even though you are like my baby sister. This last time though you saw it... you saw I could potentially make the biggest mistake of my life. You also knew who I needed in my life. And hopefully it really does work out. I am already finding myself thinking of him, wondering what he is doing, and hoping he is okay.
I haven't been this happy in years... I haven't felt like I had a reason to do anything. I haven't laughed so much in years either. This boy makes me laugh... he makes me feel special already, and we haven't met face to face yet. I know , WE know, that things may not work out... but I get really crazy feelings about this... I find things fitting into the big picture faster than I thought that I would. I know I touched on this issue in an entry before, but it is important to me. I can see myself changing major things in my life...and it isn't me attempting to rush things either. I just feel really good about everything. I also know that something could happen, and it not work out, but I am willing to take chances. You cannot get anywhere in life unless you take chances. I learnt that the hard way. Any ways... i am gettin sleep, and I should call this boy, to tell him goodnight.
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I haven't been this happy in years... I haven't felt like I had a reason to do anything. I haven't laughed so much in years either. This boy makes me laugh... he makes me feel special already, and we haven't met face to face yet. I know , WE know, that things may not work out... but I get really crazy feelings about this... I find things fitting into the big picture faster than I thought that I would. I know I touched on this issue in an entry before, but it is important to me. I can see myself changing major things in my life...and it isn't me attempting to rush things either. I just feel really good about everything. I also know that something could happen, and it not work out, but I am willing to take chances. You cannot get anywhere in life unless you take chances. I learnt that the hard way. Any ways... i am gettin sleep, and I should call this boy, to tell him goodnight.
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