ever feel like you...

[the_violet_fire]

Need to just take a step back, take a deep breath, and pinch yourself? Not only because the thing's that are happening to you are incredible, but just to make sure you aren't dreaming? Make sure that it's really you sitting there. That is how i feel right now. I just got off the phone with quiet possibly the greatest thing to ever happen to me. I can honestly say that I haven't ever been this happy. I haven't smiled like this in a very very long time. And laughing... my god can this boy make me laugh. It makes me want to just jump in my car and drive 8 hours to give him the biggest hug ever. Things are so different for me these days. I never thought I would be happy. I didn't expect to be introduced to someone so right for me. When we were on the phone tonight I told him that i really like him a lot... and with previous conversations he wouldn't say I like you too... it was all i enjoy talking to you too...followed with a "if" this works out. But tonight he responded with I like you A lot too. And said that he wasn't "looking" for this...but it is weird the way things work. I know no one wants to sit here and read about how smitten I am, but this is a big deal to me. This is what is rocking my world right now. I find myself thinking about what he might be doing, or wondering if he is thinking of me too. Anyways.. I am getting sleepy, and I should sleep. I have a big day ahead tomorrow... Eye appt. and then a wedding. And I am sure some major texting in between that.. :)

Once again Kara, I am sure you will eventually tell one of us to shut up, but thank you for introducing me to that cute boy! :)