I just learned that honesty isn't the best policy. Because she asked, I told a friend of mine about my screwed up past and, let's just say, she's not a friend anymore. I can understand though, I did do some stupid things to people back in the day and she reacted like how anyone should.

Sorry, Rachael.

I'm living with my parents again after a few ( Read more... )

Well, since the last entry, a lot of things have happened ( Read more... )

So with a lack of a laptop and a car, I'm stuck at home. I actually like being at home because Mom has a lot of books that I can read but I like updating my tumblr and my LiveJournal but I manage.

I'm on day ten or eleven of my two week vacation (or something) and I've finished like five books. I learned that some books are hard to finish due to ( Read more... )

Writing a book has never been so frustrating...

I look at an empty page and just wish the words could write itself just based off the spiraling thoughts I have.

What's worse is that I still haven't found anyone that'll publish the book, not a lot of them are accepting stuff without agents or a SASE (even though, I feel my story is kind of ( Read more... )

Went to the Army recruiter yesterday, seems like I'm permanently disqualified from joining them too, and then the Navy aren't looking for more people...last up is the Marines and then the Coast Guard. I'm starting to run out of options here, I mean, if the college life offered free residential, I'd be just as powerfully behind going back to school ( Read more... )

I forget to blog...so much has went on since the last entry, though.

Okay, from the jump, a friend of mine gets evicted from his place, his parents live far off and I'm the first person he calls (it's technically the logical decision since he's always wanted to hang out with me back when I had a busy schedule and we lived in the same apartment ( Read more... )

My job on Saturday is confirmation that god may hate me just a little bit.

Granted, there's more people working now (from the regular "one" being me to about three of us) but we still get flooded and a lot of the guys that were supposed to relieve us didn't show up (my final hour was me working single...jeez, it's like these customers just wake up ( Read more... )

I could tell today was going to be a bad day from the git-go. I lost my pants (that I'm pretty sure were stolen) so I had to wear some hand-me-ups from my brother, granted, it was a nice gesture, it was still kinda frustrating to know that I lost some pants that I paid for.

What sucks is that later on, I have the crappiest day at work...being a ( Read more... )

I hate having severe depression because it's a mental sickness...it goes away for a little bit, comes right back, then goes away again and comes back even harder.

What's depressing is after MechaCon, I won't have much fun until August when I take my vacation and crash in the MidWest for a little bit.

Well, at least with this sudden burst of ( Read more... )

The title is a little blunt but it's not without it's realities. In this self made book that I've called my life's blog, I've realized that everything I've attempted, I've failed in.

After acknowledgment of this, I have accepted it and pledge to just roll with the punches until I die from it.

In the midst of this, a lot of my failures weren't my ( Read more... )