Bad Morning...
So with a lack of a laptop and a car, I'm stuck at home. I actually like being at home because Mom has a lot of books that I can read but I like updating my tumblr and my LiveJournal but I manage.
I'm on day ten or eleven of my two week vacation (or something) and I've finished like five books. I learned that some books are hard to finish due to the size of the letters. Single spaced tiny lettered books are really hard to finish because there's like a shitload of paragraphs on just one page but meh, I adore a challenge.
This morning sucked though. I got myself all excited that I was gonna be getting a free new phone (I have an old flip phone that I've been using for the past year after my old one died) only to learn that since I "couldn't get validated" for my new address (we recently moved and I'm not used to giving it out) not only can I not get the phone but I can't get anything shipped to me via Microsoft store until I get a new address. This is a pain in the ass because I don't like going to an actual store and buying something because the stores around here really just sell the stuff that people returned like a few days prior so I'm getting someone else's shoddy product not something brand new that I can call my own. What's with Microsoft's sudden burst of extra secure security, that kinda stuff just makes me wanna stop doing business with them altogether but since I already use their mailing service, I feel kinda obligated to give them another chance one-a these days.
Parents are arguing again...this makes at least like a good 17+ years of hearing the same ol' argument. My mom thinks that arguments and tumultuous episodes are good for a marriage. I think she's just a loopy kid that doesn't like to feel like she lost. She's been the same for a long time and has made it clear that she has no intention of changing (apparently, she lives off conflict, I can only imagine the one day where she's left all by herself...she'll probably yell at the walls until she pass out or something). I hate my mom. Or rather, I hate that she chooses to never change her ways even if it destroys the family she devoted so much energy to making (it's not like I asked to be here).
So with me not getting my new phone and my mom starting up yet another argument with my dad, all I can look forward to now is J2But it's not like it's something I'm not used to. It just would have been easier if I got that new phone but meh, at least I didn't lose money over it.
The more I think about it, the more I realize that before I decided to go to the Military, I had my own car, my own place and everything kinda working out for me. Then I get kicked out of Basic Training and things just go almost completely downhill. I'm starting to wonder if I'm ever gonna get out of this bullshit cycle I'm on.
Maybe it's Karma.