As some of you know, I'm terribly inconsistent with my blog. I tend to come back here every few months, stick around for a few weeks, then just forget about it again for a while. Odds are not many people come to read this, and I see fewer people in person, but I let even fewer people know about what's really happening in my life. That's what this ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I last updated my LiveJournal. I've been more of a Facebooker the past six or so months, so that should explain my absence. I've always used this journal to express my fears, my feelings, my joys, my concerns, and whatever else I felt the need to scream to the world. I really need, more than ever, a place to vent, to ( Read more... )

Might as well get this out of my system, as I've been spending quite a bit of time reflecting on this--the reason why Josh and I aren't friends.

In case you don't know what's going on (post-friending his boyfriend, Jay), I'll briefly backtrack about three months.

Early August, Josh's boyfriend attempted to friend me on Facebook. I've nothing against ( Read more... )

What's a person to do if he's feeling lonely, but doesn't want to be around anybody? What's a person to do if he's in a place so dark that neither he nor others can see him ( Read more... )

(Just to spare you some scrolling, I've used LJ cuts.)

This morning, I read quite a bit. I browsed through several of my friends' journals, as I haven't been keeping up very well for the past two or three weeks. I've been too busy with work and home to get in touch with the people that matter to me. My mind has reoccupied with everyone else's ( Read more... )

Why do some people judge so quickly when it comes to physical appearance? I find nothing wrong with a person's weight, height, hairiness, lack of hair, or other physical traits. Yet, I'm usually brushed aside because I'm a little overweight. Not obese...just overweight. I find myself exercising and losing weight at my own pace, not for looks or ( Read more... )

I'm getting more and more irritated living at home. Believe me, if I had the money and wasn't in college, I'd move. Last night, I told her I woulnd't be able to figure out why she can't put music on her iPod until Saturday morning with everything going on this week. Homework. Papers. Rainbow Alliance events. She comes in tonight, looks at me and ( Read more... )

It seems my laptop has gone to pot. It was working the last time I used it. A few days ago, I turned it on to find it wasn't working. Black desktop, no icons, backgrounds, or anything and the mouse pointer. Under safe mode, it works fine ( Read more... )

As some of you know, I've been doing a lot thinking. I'm sure if you use CTRL+F on my LJ, I'm sure you'll see the word "thinking" umpteen times ( Read more... )

Well, I'm definitely feeling much better about work. I guess taking the time to blow off some steam for the past week or so has helped me come to terms with my situation. Yes, I'm still fed up with working there. Despite my coping, I've found myself becoming a two-faced person coutesy of my "role-model" managers. At least I've learned from the best ( Read more... )