Sorry for 2004......
I know I'm a little late for this, but Happy New Year. A chance to start over, A chance to do things just a little better. Christmas went good. I got to see my fam and I smiled. I was happy for once. I think that it's just impossible for me to be upset on Christmas. The Day is too magical.
New Years on the otherhand is a whole different story. I had to work on Newyears eve, and I figured I would go clubbin or something after work, which woulda been cool because Hammerjacks was open until 9AM,but at about 8PM that night I was sick as a dog. I was congested, lightheaded and overheated. It was the dreaded influenza, I had fallen victim. It's just my luck you know. I hadn't been sick for over 4 years and I got sick on Newyears eve. So at twelve, I had a heatpad on my chest and was fighting to stay awake to see the ball drop.
The day after newyears is when my new job started. I finally have a job at the school. Too bad its only a seasonal joint. It's for 16 days of arena registration working 6 hours a day for 9.07. I love it!!!
Now for the ladies, ohhhhh the ladies. Well, to be blunt, I started messing with one of my ex's friends. Well, this situation is really wierd because my ex started messing with her ex. So it's sorta like a trade, which is EXTREMELY AKWARD!!! The funny thing is that I had a thing for this girl for a really long time now and I'm just now acting on it. As much as it looks like were doing this to get back at my ex, we made it clear that our relationship should have nothing to do with the events of late. Now the other hand there is another grl in the picture, who's basically just sex. I can tell that she may want more from me, but I don't want to be anything more serious with her. I'm afraid that the relationship we have now is in jeopardy given my new interest.
As far as the depression department goes, I feel as though I'm still depressed. I don't know if there are many (if any) things that can bring me out of that. However seeing as though I work a total of 10 hours a day now, and I'm really putting in work with my music, I seem to preocuppy myself and spend less time dwelling on my sorrows.
I made a promise to myself that this is gonna be a breakout year for me and I have set several goals for myself. Those goals list as follows:
1. Get a full demo
2. Finish a studio album
3. Get back in shape
4. Get back on the road
5. Get a full Transfer Scholarship
6. Become more assertive with the women
7. and if I get 4 of the 6 above done to buy myself a chain and a charm for christmas
Lets see how this year goes.........
New Years on the otherhand is a whole different story. I had to work on Newyears eve, and I figured I would go clubbin or something after work, which woulda been cool because Hammerjacks was open until 9AM,but at about 8PM that night I was sick as a dog. I was congested, lightheaded and overheated. It was the dreaded influenza, I had fallen victim. It's just my luck you know. I hadn't been sick for over 4 years and I got sick on Newyears eve. So at twelve, I had a heatpad on my chest and was fighting to stay awake to see the ball drop.
The day after newyears is when my new job started. I finally have a job at the school. Too bad its only a seasonal joint. It's for 16 days of arena registration working 6 hours a day for 9.07. I love it!!!
Now for the ladies, ohhhhh the ladies. Well, to be blunt, I started messing with one of my ex's friends. Well, this situation is really wierd because my ex started messing with her ex. So it's sorta like a trade, which is EXTREMELY AKWARD!!! The funny thing is that I had a thing for this girl for a really long time now and I'm just now acting on it. As much as it looks like were doing this to get back at my ex, we made it clear that our relationship should have nothing to do with the events of late. Now the other hand there is another grl in the picture, who's basically just sex. I can tell that she may want more from me, but I don't want to be anything more serious with her. I'm afraid that the relationship we have now is in jeopardy given my new interest.
As far as the depression department goes, I feel as though I'm still depressed. I don't know if there are many (if any) things that can bring me out of that. However seeing as though I work a total of 10 hours a day now, and I'm really putting in work with my music, I seem to preocuppy myself and spend less time dwelling on my sorrows.
I made a promise to myself that this is gonna be a breakout year for me and I have set several goals for myself. Those goals list as follows:
1. Get a full demo
2. Finish a studio album
3. Get back in shape
4. Get back on the road
5. Get a full Transfer Scholarship
6. Become more assertive with the women
7. and if I get 4 of the 6 above done to buy myself a chain and a charm for christmas
Lets see how this year goes.........