I've written about "the wait" several times before, but I've never correlated the two before. But man, sometimes that's what it feels like ( Read more... )

Sometimes it seems to me like I don't even know what my dreams are anymore. I've always looked at people who "dream jump" and thought that they were so scattered. But in retrospect, I think I might be a dream jumper. Not intentionally, of course, but there's just so many things that I want to do that I don't really know what I want to do ( Read more... )

From the time that we're little, we dream about what our wedding will be like. We dream about prince charming and exactly what he's gonna look like, and act like and even how his voice would sound. We dream about our love. As we get older, we start to see these things come to life.....well, what we think is life. Turns out, prince charming isn't so ( Read more... )

As I was reading Amanda's latest post, it occurred to me that I haven't written here in a long while. I have my MySpace blog and my notes on Facebook, and I love them, but sometimes I just wanna write for myself, and a selected audience of one. My Manda :) It also occurred to me that I don't have to write about something monumental or life changing ( Read more... )

I just re-read my last post. I am proud to say that I followed through with my "good conclusion." Granted, it took me another 2 weeks from that date to do so, but I did. Since then, I have not regreted it. I am so thankful that he was so eloquent and understanding as he was. He knows where I am, and even further, where I'm going. And he also knows ( Read more... )

I thought that I might update this since I only blog on MySpace. I feel I can be more free about what I say here since hardly anyone knows I have it. So, all that being said, here's what's going on with me ( Read more... )

I've decided that anyone that upsets me, in anyway, is not worth my time.......ever. Wow, that's a revelation, huh? Basically, I'm over it. Ok, sure, when I think about it, it's a bit upsetting. Especially knowing what I know now. Baaahhhh! The thing that gets me, is that something about him was different. I guess I should say, he made me think ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever been more annoyed with myspace than I have been this week. I typed a whole long entry on Sunday, it was so goand long. Then when I went to post it, every single letter had........between it. At first I thought I could just delete them, then I realized I typed a lot of letters, and I didn't want to spend the next 2 hours ( Read more... )

Goodbyes suck. Today Michael left to go back to Missouri for his last five weeks of boot camp. After that, it's back home to good ol' Texas. Where? None other than my favorite city in this great state. That's right folks, San Antonio. I suppose it's high time I get over my hatred of that city. It's really silly anyway. So, again with the goodbyes. ( Read more... )

Here we go again. Oh no. Not really, but kinda...but really not really. Ok before I get anymore confusing, let me explain. It's Jason. The same day I wrote the post about missing him, I saw him. And I had soooo much fun. We haven't had fun without reservations in forever. It's usually akward and snide and negative. But it was so great. That really ( Read more... )