I came home so tired from work yesterday, I just fell on the couch and slept. I don't remember how my dream began. Only up until the part where me & Jona were laying across from each other sharing a couch in the living room. My dad walks by retiring to his room like he normally does after he uses the bathroom and drinks from a gallon of water. I ( Read more... )

Ok, so today I come home, I do laundry while learon goes to the bank MOm tells me about PTA meeting for Angelo. Im always down for the cause cause Im always dwn fro my nephew n his academics ( Read more... )

That's what Ive been saying for a lil while now. ANd that I have nothing to look forward too. Absolutely nothing ( Read more... )

I'm of today. It's a weekend... and for the last 3 years, I gave up my weekends to attend school fulltime. I'm talking every sat & sun from 730 to midnight for the last 3 years. ANd I didn't accomplish my goal for 30 and I just feel like a total failure. I'm gonna be 30 and I havent earned a college degree. That's all I really want in my life. That ( Read more... )

So I finished mom and dads collage for the wake. I have his artwork collage to do and tape the fam pics collage. So thats almost out of the way. Eeryone is sound asleep. i just wanna enjoy this quiet time alone at home. Im tired Mentally ( Read more... )

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I didn't do overtime today. I'm drnking and chillaxin n front of the comp. Tom. is Learon's grad party. Hope it turns out well. It's gonna be a crazy mix. a whole bunch of black ppl and my ppl in a filipino restaurant. LOL. Me n Learon had a huge argument today. over something stupid. Hes annoying./ Period int bkacnk. My gel wrapped nails are not ( Read more... )

Finding myself in the same places ( Read more... )

I woke up early and now i cant go back to sleep cause all im thinking baout is him. Im high right now. Hopefully it can put me right back to sleep. I miss him. but im not giving in or shouldnt take him back either. I hate that i ever loved him.